well it happened didnt think it would come this quick i would shed wait a while but she didnt and here i am were still friends wait let me explain eliza was a crush that i manage to convince to leave her man but that neverlasts long right well she left couple days ago after 9 whole days togo right back soo unexpected it hurt so bad but i was strong from when my blond queen exiled herself from me that i just brushed it off but then my parents decided it be hurtful to bring these things up in an argument about prayer lol i said the same thing along with a couple other words that got me thrown out but they wanted me back because they need me and im nothing with out them since theres so little out there for among these thing is love i guess it just not my thing im gonna be that guy that yells at kids when there on my lawn and keeps the ball thats rolls to my yard but theres always room for change guess so least eliza said she could listen and console me thats not such a good idea guess ill keep looking i need that you a years ago you would have never heard me say anything like that guess remorse IS within and its starting to show him self lol g2g ttyl peeps